each day, a piece of my heart for you. š
hello, babyš first day! I am writing this because itās the beginning of your birth month. my plan is to write one every day as sort of like a countdown until your actual birthday. I just want to say na you did well today and Iām proud of you, always. happy birthday, loveš
hai, loveš I am writing this quickly kasi 4 minutes nalang, 12 na. second day na, babyy! I hope I can keep this up until the actual birthday. I am so grateful for you, lovelove ko. you did well today and Iām proud of you, always. happy birthday, loveš
hai, loveloveš Iām writing this late for almost three hours because I was so focused to you hehe I even forgot my streak responsibilities. sorry, guys. priorities first (kei). third day! I heard you sing today and Iām very amazed because you have such a good voice, love. since you donāt want the world to know, Iāll be your one and only fan. you did well today and Iām very proud of you, baby. happy birthdayš
hey, baby koš fourth day! youāre babying me as of the moment :( I had so much fun playing kanina. I get to hear lots of your laugh, love. I love the sound of your laughter so much. I enjoyed today so much hehe to more of these days, please. you did well today, baby, Iām so so proud of you! happy birthday, babyš
hi, babyš fifth day! I had fun playing kanina hehe adrianās asleep na so I canāt be too loud sa call. itās funny how frustrated you were but we still had fun, didnāt we? only the both of us know what this means though ;) anyways, thamk you so much for existing. you did well today and Iām always very proud of you, love. happy birthdayš
hey, loveš sixth day na! itās a rainy day today. you ate sa jabee with my bb adrian and he even asked you to send a pic to show me. Iām glad you had good food, baby. dian and I are magkakampi now and you canāt do anything about it:p thamk you for gifting me a day like today, baby. I hope you know Iām always proud of you for doing well today. happy birthday, babyš
hi, babyš seventh day! youāre asleep na right now because you have an errand tomorrow. love, I am so proud of you for holding up until now. thamk you for finding me. thamk you for existing. you did well today. happy birthday, loveloveš
hello, love :) eighth day. I had a really bad day and you needed to sleep early thatās why Iāll keep this in muna ācause I donāt want you to worry. still, you tried to somehow comfort me. thamk you, baby :( I appreciate you so much itās hard to express it all atp. you did well today, love. I am very proud of you. happy birthday, love koš
love, I miss you so much :( ninth day, we hadānt had a maayos na talk for a few days now because you have to sleep early for an errand and I get home very late. I hope we make bawi to each other because I really really miss you :( thamk you for still giving me a day like today. you did very well today, baby ko. Iām very proud of you. happy birthdayš
hai, loveš tenth day! I missed you! we finally made bawi to after a long time of not talking and spending time with each other :( Iām so happy todayāwith you. you did well today, baby. I am so proud of you, palagi. thamk you for gifting me a day like today. happy birthday, loveš
hai, loveš eleventh day! you love me? I do too. please wait for meājust a little bit more time :) I will eventually be able to say it like itās breathing because thatās how it feels like. thamk you for always making me feel loved, seen, and appreciated. you did well today and I am so proud of you. happy birthday, babyš
love, I miss you so much. twelfth day! was looking for you when I woke up from my nap..I almost cried :( but, you explained what happened and I helped you feel better. Iāll always do so, okay? I know when somethingās going on so donāt hesitate to tell me about it, love. you did well today and Iām very very proud of you. happy birthday, loveš
hai, babyš thirteenth day and Iām currently crying right now. I just sat back and realized how happy I am with you. I am so grateful you found me, love. we also talked about the future hehe I wouldnāt have wanted it if it were someone else. thamk you for the reassurance that you are committed into what we are building together. you make life so much better. you mean the world to me, baby. thamk you for gifting me a day like today. you did well and I am always so proud of you. happy birthday, my loveš
hello, loveš fourteenth day! weāre both on our period today like literally first days and weāre both not in a good mood because of it. weāll get through this, baby T______T after this three-day period, weāll be back to normal. thamk you for still staying despite the stress. you did well today and Iām very very proud of you. happy birthday, babyš
hai, lovešø fifteenth day, we are halfway there! the pictures and videos of eggs youāve been sending have two yolks and I really find them fascinating. also, last night, I wrote you something. your random reassurances always get me :( whenever my friends joke about us stopping what we have going on, you straight up tell me you wonāt hurt me. you also told me you āloafā me hehe thatās so cute, my love. I feel the same way, hmm? and the joke too..donāt joke about that again, love :( it hurt me even though I know itās just a joke, hay. Iām sorry, love. you did well today and Iām very very proud of you, hmm? happy birthday, lovelovešø
hello, lovešø sixteenth! we kind of had another tampuhan T__T itās been happening every day since we had our first day on the 14th. no, love. how you chat wonāt make me feel like you love me less, okay? I will never ever doubt your feelings for me. also, our call was delayed for a few times because of circumstances and you fell asleep too. but, itās alright. you did well today and Iām very very very proud of you. thamk you for gifting me a day like today, lovelove. happy birthday! šø
hi :) seventeenth. I was ākeilessā for almost the whole day I thought I was ghosted. I missed you more than what the alcohol was supposed to make me feel. but, we made up before sleeping and thatās all that matters. still, thamk you for gifting me a day like today. you did so well and Iām very proud of you. happy birthday, bebi šø
hai, bebi šø eighteenth day! we made bawi to each other today hehe I am so so happy w u :( when you said those three words&eight letters, it melt my heart so much. it made me cry so hard because I know you mean it thatās why it meant so much to me. I really lomf your āI am capable of whatās aheadā acc. it feels like seeing another depth into who you are, my love. thamk you for letting me in, kei ko. you did well today and drei is very very proud of you. happy birthday, love šø
hai, lover šø nineteenth day na! dian and I talked a lot today while you fell asleep hehe our topic sa call was so so soooo good T_____T I want that life, that future with you :( letās do everything in the near future, hmm? stay with me for a very long time, bebi. thamk you for existing. you did well today and I am very proud of you. happy birthday, my lover šø
hai, love šø twentieth day! ten days left, bebi! weāre inching closer to the actual day hehe my lovelove had a very eventful day. my lovelove? kristine :D you, bebi. I hope you had a good rest after this exhausting day for you. you also made friends! and a bff:p I am so glad you found people to accompany you. you did well today, love! and drei is very very proud of you. thamk you for gifting me a day like today. thamk you for existing, kei :) happy birthday šø
hai, darling ko šø twenty first day na. we had a slight tampuhan because I was so hardheaded, I didnāt wanna study and you didnāt like thatā¦Iām sorry, love :( in the end, I really didnāt study but it was alright because there were no quizzes that day (except for purcomās activities). you also drank red horse for the first time! youāre so cute, bebi T____T hehe you did well today, love. I am so so so proud of you. thamk you for gifting me a day like today and thamk you for existing. happy birthday, darling šø
hai, love šø twenty second! I had a very very tiring day and got overstimulated I cried because of something so mababaw T____T you also had a very tiring day because you did your laundry and had oc too. talking to you relieved my stress, love^^. you'll always be bao's pahinga matapos ang nakakapagod na araw :( thamk you, lovelove ko. you did well today and bao is very very proud of you, darling. thamk you for existing :( happy birthday, bebi šø
hai, bebi šø twenty third! I finally admitted to dian about us hehe US? yes, us. you and me. also, we had to talk about that...I'm sorry, love T____T I know it was long ago but I really can't help but feel this way:( I am so so glad we talk things out, baby. I don't think I can go on without talking about things specially ones we know would affect our relationship greatly. thamk you so much for always wanting to do so, lovelove ko :( I will forever be grateful for you being like this. you did well today and I'm very very proud of you, my love. thamk you for gifting me a day like today. thamk you so much for existing. happy birthday, bebi šø
hai, bebi šø twenty fourth day! hehe 24 and it's in a couple of days na, love! you aren't feeling well today and I was out. instead of you resting early, we had a call pa T_____T I am sorry, love ko :( I should've let you rest as early as possible because you didn't like feeling that way. I'll always be here until you feel better, hmm? you did well today, love. drei is very very proud of her bebi^^ happy birthday šø
hai, love ko šø twenty fifth! we so lomf soft hours T____T I received a lot of reassurances hehe I also opened up about a fragment of my past and you were such a good listener it warmed my heart so much :( love, stay with me for a very long time? love me for a very long time. I know you know I'll do the same. I am so so happy with you, kei :) thamk you for existing. you did well today and I'm very very proud of you, bebi. happy birthday šø
hai, love šø twenty sixth day! the day didn't start well but it went well because of you, lovelove ko :( thamk you so much. you stayed and talked to me until I felt better early in the morning. I lomf when you talk about something and say "tayo" "natin" "us" "we" because wdym you and I? I lomf when I'm included in almost everything kei T_____T we also talked about something serious and I'm so glad you decided to talk it out with me instead of keeping it in. and you even listened to mine too. the after of every serious talk melts my heart. I feel so light and carefree, do you too? I hope you do rin, love. thamk you for existing. you did well today and I'm very very proud of you. happy birthday, love šø
hai, love šø twenty seventh! kei: who tf is burning down my kitchen drei: making breakfast for my beautiful wife HHWAHHWHAHA I saw the meme and thought of us^^ I'm also kind of glad you didn't go to cainta with your classmates because they went home really late and imagine if you were there, you would've slept right away after arriving home. I'm glad I made you feel being treated well. we both know I am not very good at expressing but I hope you know you always make me want to try :) thamk you so much for existing, love ko. dito lang. no ifs and buts. you did well today and I'm very very proud of you. happy birthday, love ko šø
hai, lovelove šø twenty eight day! two more days to go aaaaaaaaa lapit na, bebi^^ you had a very tiring day today because you had face to face classes. thamk you cei because you went home together. ALSO, YOU FINALLY SAID IT T______T I was caught off guard in the best way possible. I know you know I feel the same, love :) wait for me to finally say it back, please? thamk you for existing, bebi. you did well today and I'm very very proud of you. happy birthday, love šø
hai, my love šø twenty ninth! aaaaaa it's currently 10pm and I'm cramming this. I already wrote my entry for tomorrow. we're sooo interlinked because wdym we don't feel well at the same time? we also say the same things at the same time! I am marrying this woman! I am marrying you, love ko. thamk you for existing, kei ko. you are so beautiful, my love. you did well today and I'm very very proud of you. happy birthday, my love šø
HAI, BEBI šø itās d-day! I am writing this in advance, ahead of when itās supposed to be written (like how the other days are formatted). first of allāhappy eighteenth to the most beautiful girl in the whole wide world! today is all about you, and I hope it brings you happiness just as much as you bring me. I hope I made this month a little less scary. I hope we get to spend another year togetherāwith fewer tampuhans (thought I know theyāre inevitable hehe). Iāve told you many times how much you mean to me, but I want to write it all down today, because today feels like the perfect moment. when we first talked, it was like walking somewhere and immediately knowing I am home š when I heard your voice, my heart melted at how soft and gentle you spoke. when I first saw your smile, I knew I wanted to see it every day for the rest of my life. as the days went by, my feelings grew stronger. you made me feel seen, heard, validated, and loved. I found myself looking forward to waking up each day to your messages, our calls, and our roblox sessions. then you introduced me to Adrian, and I felt so happy getting close to himābeing his āate dreiā, it warms my heart so much just like you do. all of these things happened , and yet I still look forward to even more with you. Iām so thankful I got to know someone with such a beautiful heart. Iām still getting to know you more and more every day, my loveāand I want to learn everything there is to learn about you. every day, I fall for you all over again. so here, this is my proper confession to you. (though honestly, I do it every day.) from the littlest things to the biggest ones, I love everything about you. I donāt know exactly where life will take us, but I do know this: I want to keep living it with you, step by step. happy birthday again, my love. I know youāll do so well today, and I am so, so proud of you. thank you for existing. I love you, Kristine šø